There’s another notice of foreclosure on my doorstep.“FINAL NOTICE” it says, printed in big bold red ink.That’s what they said last time but I tear open the envelope… just in case. At the top…

(SEPTEMBER SECOND, TWENTY-TWENTY-FOUR) dear red,dear orange,dear yellow,dear green blue indigo violet, // as a girl, i’m a defier of God.// to love me is to denounce Her.// and yet… only you could tell me…

tonight, i sit in my garden (it’s a bench right outside my apartment) and look at the moon, hoping you see her too there’s nobody else i think of when i look at the…

(inspired by Anne Carson’s short talks.) Valerie Solanas didn’t want a son, but the men of this world are cruel and she was forced to have one anyway. Whenever she would look into her son’s…

the question forced itself into my mind, without my permission: do i want to be loved or lovable? what kind of question is that? of COURSE i want to be loved. of course i…

Tomorrow when the zealots uncover her sins, they’ll punish her just like God taught them to. But right now, she’s alive and learning how to dance. It’s the perfect sort of first time: a…

TUESDAY, JUNE 25th, 4:25 AM the birds have started chirping quietlyand i still haven’t slept a winkthose horrible, horrible words begin to echo in my head “there’s no rest for the wicked.” the shadows…

[TRANSMISSION RECEIVED, LENGTH 1544] “a failure in the garden of eden.” [RELAYING PART ONE] “a failure” (i don’t believe in You) put me at God’s feeti’ll look Her in the eyesuntil She starts to…